My Enduendo.

Apparently I am useless, It seems to me that I am not cut out for my job.

Visual merchandising and retail in general is such a drag.

I am over worked in my environment, never complimented on my achievements.

Instead I am walked all over on and lectured on my flaws.

But if thats the case...

Why is it that I am the only associate who runs segments for management at times,

Helps out in visual merchandising, accommodate customers as a sales associate & ring as a cashier?

But still I am worthless.

I already want out from here & there.

My time is always occupied by a job that I no longer having aspirations or desires to work upon.

Im focusing way to much time on my education, but yet I always doubt my major.

I never have time for myself or for my friends.

But I will continue to keep myself bound to a positive perspective.

I will try harder to become a better person in my working environment, to my family, my friends, and to myself.

Im way over my head right now.

I need time to collect myself, I need to remember too stay true to myself.

I feel programed. As if I serve no purpose.

I feel so much conflicting inside, I can't take any of this anymore.

My fellow sales associate you are all wonderful people.

But I know that you all feel the same as I do.

But I think its time for me to break away from this.

This particular industry disgusts me.

The wrong people are accredited for something they didn't do.

But a job is a job, but hopefully I get some call backs soon.

I still have faith.

Man, my life has been quite a trip, so much has happened, its hard to take in at times.

But as of today, I will start all over again.

I treasure everything that has happened in the past.

But I do believe its finally time for change.